Thursday, May 17, 2007

First Day after GLT


‘See you, Take care!’, I said aloud to everyone who had got up to bid me good-bye and walked out of GLT escorted by Satyen, Vikrant and Bharat. It did not sink in then that this would be the last time I would be in GLT premises as 35018491. There was this weird feeling in my heart that refused to go away and a lump in my throat. But there were no tears. Just a little mist. In the same dizzy state, I rode home and went to sleep.

In the morning after a sleep disturbed with dreams throughout, I woke up not having to go to office. Surprisingly, it did not feel scary or out of place. I just felt as if the weekend had come early. Plus there was loads to do since mom was unwell and I was officially in-charge of home. In a rush of activity, cooking, cleaing, sleeping (;-)), evening soon arrived. My brain was working itself into a fury with constant thoughts and list of things to do and so on. The thought cycle just wouldn’t stop. Fatigued, I finally sat down and then started thinking what had I exactly done in the entire day. It then hit me that for the first time in years, here was a day when I was not with my team. No one in the entire day had once called out ‘Baks, will you do this?’ or ‘Bakul, just a question?’. You feel as if you are not needed. I mean though I had been busy, its nothing like office work. Housework sure is lonely and I now have a different admiration for homemakers. Its different to work in a team, the feeling that you are in this together, the sense of solidarity, the teasing and troubling, the jargon unique to your team, the ups and downs, the celebrations, and laughing over terms and jokes that no one else can understand for – all this is what I will miss the most. This is what is going to be very difficult to get used to.

1 comment:

santosh said...

Found your blog while looking for database pros. What was it like to work with GLT?